I believed him.
My fingers trembled as I traced the seam. It had been done intentionally.
"Go watch TV," I told him.
"Why?"
"Just go. Please."
"No! I swear, Mom."
Once he left, I grabbed a pair of scissors.
I hesitated for a second.
Part of me didn't want to know. But if I did nothing, the mysterious object would remain there.
I cut through the stitching. When I reached inside the mattress, my hand brushed against cold metal. I pulled out a small metal box. I carried the box to the bedroom I once shared with Daniel and shut the door.
For a long moment, I just sat on the edge of the bed holding it.
I pulled out a small metal box.
Finally finding the courage, I opened it. Inside were several documents, two keys I'd never seen before, and a folded envelope with my name written in Daniel's handwriting.
I stared at it for a full minute before opening it with trembling hands.
"My love, if you're reading this, it means I am no longer with you. There was something I couldn't tell you while I was alive. I'm not who you thought I was, but I want you to know the truth..."
My vision blurred. I had to blink several times to keep reading.
"There was something I couldn't tell you while I was alive."
He wrote about a mistake he made years ago, during a tough period. He mentioned meeting someone.
He didn't explain everything in that letter. Instead, he wrote that there were more answers and that the keys in the box would help me find them. He asked me not to hate him until I knew the full story.
I realized then that I'd never truly known my husband.
I sank to the floor, clutching the letter in my hands.
"Oh my God, Daniel, what have you done?!"
I'd never truly known my husband.
I didn't scream again after that first outburst. The kids were downstairs watching cartoons, and I couldn't let them hear their mother unravel. Instead, I forced myself to breathe and read the letter again, slower this time.
There was no explanation or confession, just that.
I flipped the page, expecting the rest.
To my surprise, he'd written, "If you choose to look for the rest, use the smaller key. The first answer is in the attic. Please don't stop there."
The first answer is in the attic.
That was it.
He hadn't written what he'd done.
He was making me hunt for it!
I stared at the two unfamiliar keys in the box, one large and the other small.
"You planned this," I whispered. "You knew I'd find it."
I almost didn't go upstairs.
